I’m a big loser with chapped lips and no love in my heart
Avoiding people. I avoid people that I actually like. I suppose that’s a phobia, but it’s also a habit.
Morrissey, 1984 (when asked what his worst habit was)
(Source: xaqly, via wrxst)
It’s an interesting combination: Having a great fear of being alone, and having a desperate need for solitude and the solitary experience. That’s always been a tug of war for me.